Why question mark ? acually we here is WOMAN of today .

We think we are empowered because we are educated, earn well, running companies to nation,

not dependent on any body.

So Yes we are empowered.

But there is another side of the coin too.............

We don't have time to marry.

If we marry dont have the time to start family and

If some how bring the future of the nation to earth don't have the time to look after them.

Our children are independent soon after they come to earth, so they are more empowered????

Actually we really need to define the definition of EMPOWERMENT.

So all my dear Female friends I think you will be empowered when you feel it within you. You don't need to show it to MAN there.

Your family should be the first priority.

Yes you may ask why only we Women Should Sacrifice?

Its because God has gifted you with so much love and kindness. You have power to shape the future of nation----our child and only you have that.

And Male friends I think if you give proper respect to your partner who decide to raise your family and sacrifice her career. She will not be promped to prove her that she is equal to you.

I feel enough has been proved in the name of EMPOWERMENT.

We need to see where our future is heading towards.............Lets make a better society.

Just want to share my thoughts.

I was thinking whom I love most...........

when I was not married my mother was most precious for me and I loved her most of all.

when I got married my husband was most precious for me and I loved her most of all.

when I bacame mother my daughter was most precious for me and I loved her most of all.

so I am confused,

whom I loved most.

I thought, thought and thought a lot,

so i knew now that.

My mom gave me life and I owe my life to her.

My husband fullfilled my dreams and desires and I owe my dreams to him.

My daughter completed me as a women so I owe my personality to her.

Now??

Who gave me the best thing.

Of course my LIFE is the best thing for me.

SO I LOVE MY MOTHER MOST IN THIS WORLD .

everything comes afterwards.

LIVE TODAY

when i wake up in the morning,

I am happy.

I thank God,

that I am alive.

I thank that I have a life.

I don't complaint that I am deprived.

I am happy that I have a life.

Just think and thank that u have a life .

live it to the extreme.

close eyes and dream.

Live this day

Live today...............

yeah there were days when SAAS BHI..... KAHANI GHAR.........were my favourite pass times but now i feel they are not even worth to see in leisure time and i will see if only some pay me bucks for them.

She should take this seriously as i strongly believe that house wives.......her target, are moving to other programmes and u know i also feel some women who loves saas bahu soaps is looked down as what kind of stuff she watches.

Yesterday in AAJ TAK a ban on such serials or some rules will be laid down type news was coming.

I WONDER??? will this happen in our country where in the name of "right to expression"

any thing is done...............BUT I HOPE THIS HAPPEN AND OUR PRECIOUS 9 PM TO 11PM TIME GET SAVED.

Last time when we had that heated argument I was sure he will apologise yes I admit I provoked him by not letting all things go easily. But what he did was strictly bad. We didn't talked for one week all our conversation was through our daughter.

I decided I need to move out of our relation. I thought I am strong and will face everything.

Yes deeply I feared that what if I was not able to prove myself. But I reminded myself of his bad behaviour, I deprived him from all love and care. He seemed to be neutral.

Ok now when i told him about my decision of seperation .To my surprised he said he loves me and will never ever divorce me.

He said he was sorry and waiting to cool me off. Oh GOD so whatever I thought was so wrong. Am I stupid?

not actually this actually happens after every argument and this was the huge one which made me to feel this way. I may be weak that I am not able to handle our relation but I don't want our daughter to see her parents arguing always, will she able to respect them?

but the big question is WILL HE CHANGE AS HE PROMISED TO ME ?? SHOULD I GIVE HIM ANOTHER CHANCE??

WHY??

I feel all news channels are more interested in giving breaks to their audience instead of real stuff.

AAJ TAK sitting with detective and news analysers showing news between the breaks not breaks between news.

I request news channels to please don't play with sentiments in the race to increase their TRP.

i am feeling not so blue today .

i woke up at 5:15 am

heard birds chirping

smelled cool air and feeled it

washed my face

made lunch pack for my daughter

made tea for me

woke up my daughter and prepared her for school and i succeed she was not grumbling

after all she is just three and has started going school a month ago so its fair enough if she cries for waking up early but today i pleased her........i am so great !!

then i did cleaning took shower and had my breakfast in front of TV watching GODZILLA on star gold.

till now day is fine...........oh i forgot i did burned my 20 cal on cycle though i don't need to.

but just to feel goody goody i did.

HOPE THE DAY PASS GOOD

good day to readers !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i could have started writing diary and speak all that was in my mind but i feared someone close will read and will advise me or judge me or do something that i don't like, so idea of blogging came in my mind and there was one other reason that i wanted to interact with world and see what they think of me without fearing they will judge me.

i know the world is kind enough when it comes to strangers but they suck the blood when it comes of someone closer.

i hope i would be able to write my feelings and become a good blogger.